Chandler Hutchison’s basketball story has never been just about the numbers, and he laid that bare in a candid conversation with Michael Porter Jr. on the latest episode of Curious Mike.
The former Chicago Bulls first-round pick, taken No. 22 overall in the 2018 NBA Draft, talked through the mental health battles that eventually forced him to step away from the league at 26. His list of struggles was long and serious: anxiety, obsessive-compulsive disorder, panic attacks, psychosis, multiple treatment facilities, and an eight-week stay in a psychiatric hospital.
The pressure, Hutchison said, started to snowball after draft night. He had spent four years in college and felt like he was on a different development track than a lot of other prospects. Once he got to the NBA, that urgency turned into self-imposed pressure to fix everything immediately, and his perfectionism only got worse.
It showed up in his game, especially in the way he approached his jump shot. Hutchison described becoming fixated on every detail of his mechanics, spending hours in the gym trying to make each rep feel exactly right. Instead of simply playing, he found himself locked into what could go wrong.
That spiral fed into the panic attacks.
“I've played through so many panic attacks,” Hutchison said.
He said he would struggle to breathe during games while obsessing over his shot and even worrying about the ball slipping out of his hands. The anxiety chipped away at the confidence that had once come more naturally to him.
At one point, he told the Bulls he could not keep playing and stepped away to get treatment, believing he would eventually make it back. Then, just a day before he was supposed to return, Chicago traded him.
Hutchison did eventually get back on the court, and he said one stretch with Russell Westbrook - whom he called his best teammate - gave him a feeling of freedom he had been missing. He pointed to his first game back as one of the most liberating games he had played.
He finished with 18 points and six rebounds, but the stats weren’t the part that mattered most to him. What stood out was how it felt: he was just playing.
He was taking shots, attacking the paint, and not constantly talking himself out of every move.
Still, the problems came back. After another push to continue his career, Hutchison said he went through psychosis and later severe depression. That led to another retirement and the darkest period he has faced.
During that stretch, he said he developed a stutter and involuntary muscle spasms, lost a significant amount of weight, and got so overwhelmed that he wrote goodbye letters to his family.
His father was there every day while he was hospitalized, a steady presence in the middle of all that chaos. Hutchison also said he went through 18 sessions of electroconvulsive therapy, which helped improve the stutter and spasms and brought some relief.
But leaving the hospital was not a clean finish line. Hutchison said recovery took time, that he spent months at home sleeping for long stretches and struggling with basic daily tasks, and that he is still dealing with mental health issues today.
That reality has pushed him to rethink what life after basketball can look like. He said he wants purpose beyond being an NBA player, and part of that has led him into player development, where he hopes to give young players the kind of guidance and freedom he wishes he had earlier.
“I needed a different set of coaching,” Hutchison said. “It was okay. If you fail, you still know who you are.”
He and Porter Jr. also talked about injuries, perfectionism, and the pressure that comes with trying to reach the top of the sport.
Faith came up, too. Hutchison said his faith has helped him through recovery, while also making clear that belief doesn’t erase the hard questions. He admitted there are still days when he wonders why everything happened the way it did and what comes next, but he’s also found some peace in taking life one day at a time and building an identity around something bigger than basketball.
Hutchison may still be carrying a lot, but he’s also finding ways to move forward. Player development has given him a path to stay close to the game and help other players who may be fighting their own battles.
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